Thursday, April 7, 2011

pondering....

i'm not sure many things in life are "worth" it, but i can tell you this i've never made a mistake in my life. I have had learning experiences that have helped me know that every decision i make, can help me to become a better person. I want to be a firefighter more than anything. if i could choose they way i die, i want it to be where i saved someone. and i'd want nothing more than that person to know that they mattered, that i cared about them, not because i knew them, but because they are alive, and deserve to stay that way. i do value my life, but no matter the person, or the deeds they have done, God can see them for who they are in their heart. it is not my job to decide who lives or dies, it will never be my duty to judge a person because of their past. if i know someone has hurt another, i will let them know how i feel about it. end of conversation. and we move forward. there is only one direction we all follow in time and its forward. nothing except yourself can hold you back, shoot for the moon and even if you miss you'll land among the stars.
i have helped guide multiple people through many dillemmas and i know i'm not always right but at least i try and to most of those people i've helped, trying means so much more to them, than if we succeeded or not. and when we did succeed we rejoiced, and when we didn't, we didn't give up until we did succeed (always good to have two backup plans after you make the first agenda).

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