Saturday, May 14, 2011

Tradition

The only holidays that revolves itself around food, at least in my house, is Thanksgiving and my birthday.

 Usually, its me or my sister, Kia, makes dinner before 5pm, when my mom, Debi,  gets home from work. Debi typically goes upstairs to her room to do whatever and Kia or myself will go bring food up to her before she calls us on our cell phones asking if someone planned a meal. Then me and Kia eat and play Black Ops until we either get mad, tired, or lose enthusiasm.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Working out at the gym is a community

Working out at the gym is a community because:
  The people that go there have the same group goal: Better Yourself and Be Healthy
  We all go there to encourage each other, we hold competitions and games and events that help make it easier to maintain our happy healthy (or soon to be healthy) bodies
  The interests, needs, and values some of us have are losing weight, gaining muscle mass, maintaining weight, physical therapy, and/or just having fun workin out
  The tensions or differences that work against us is TIME. We engulf ourselves in work or school, and get lazy, and then we fail to help our body be healthy.
  I fit with this group because i have an addiction to the treadmill, and i work out so that i can become the world's best FireFighter.
  I want to be a part of this community because they encourage me to reach for the moon, and they say that even if i miss, I'll land among the stars.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

pondering....

i'm not sure many things in life are "worth" it, but i can tell you this i've never made a mistake in my life. I have had learning experiences that have helped me know that every decision i make, can help me to become a better person. I want to be a firefighter more than anything. if i could choose they way i die, i want it to be where i saved someone. and i'd want nothing more than that person to know that they mattered, that i cared about them, not because i knew them, but because they are alive, and deserve to stay that way. i do value my life, but no matter the person, or the deeds they have done, God can see them for who they are in their heart. it is not my job to decide who lives or dies, it will never be my duty to judge a person because of their past. if i know someone has hurt another, i will let them know how i feel about it. end of conversation. and we move forward. there is only one direction we all follow in time and its forward. nothing except yourself can hold you back, shoot for the moon and even if you miss you'll land among the stars.
i have helped guide multiple people through many dillemmas and i know i'm not always right but at least i try and to most of those people i've helped, trying means so much more to them, than if we succeeded or not. and when we did succeed we rejoiced, and when we didn't, we didn't give up until we did succeed (always good to have two backup plans after you make the first agenda).

hmmmmm...

you can be in a crowd, and feel alone. i've been there most of my life. i know i have loads of friends and people who love me but still, sometimes its not enough, and at the end of the day, my heart remains heavy, yearning for something to fill me with joy, and hope is so hard to find. i still wear a mask showing i'm ok, and the question that lies in the back of my mind is What will make me complete? this is the most impossible question when throughout our lives we put the pieces of ourselves together, so that when we die, we die whole, complete, and peacefully

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Whats in your WALLET?!?!


What’s in your wallet?

CAPITAL ONE!!!! Just kidding…lol

The contents of my wallet are two twenty dollar bills, five quarters, six dimes, three nickels, five pennies, an appointment card from my personal trainer at Emerald City Athletic Club, The Keg’s club card, BECU debit , credit, and account cards, WALMART Discount card, state I.D. Card, Hot Topic Rewards Card, Borders Card, EVCC Student I.D. card, Red Robin Card, ORCA Card, Fred Meyer Rewards card, Lovers Package Card, Chapstick, Burt’s Bees lip balm, four backup tongue rings, and a white Fender Guitar Pick.

The contents of my wallet show that I love to shop and save…but mostly I love to shop, its my weakness. If someone found my wallet I’m sure the whole lovers package thing would make them feel awkward and they would probably think I’m a narcissist but I am so that’d be true. The Evcc ID with the Wal-Mart discount card (which you receive after 6 months) would shock them that I might have an IQ higher than three and work at Wal-Mart. The keg and red robin cards show that I’m truly not a vegetarian and like Cows not only because they are cute, but they taste MMMMM, MMMM, GOOD! The guitar pick would tell them that I play guitar, but I actually can’t. I’d like to though.
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Fudge Monkeys

I need sleep...ugh
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